Monday 26 May 2014

CHAT WITH A MADAMMA

CHAT WITH A MADAMMA

(Madamma is a word derived from the word 'Madam' or white woman -under the British Rule- as used in Kerala, a southern state of India where I hail from)

She : Hi. What happened to you?

Me : My face book account got blocked. May be complaints about my extremist or abusive posts on Religions and Politicians.

What??? Really??? Ooh sorry wow. Some people see? That is why you have to be a little discrete and not too blunt.

Ha ha . Yes. But Being blunt delivers best.

You have to do it with tact and grace.

Learning hmm.

It wakes up the haters.

That is OK. Lets hear what they say too

Then they attack you

I want them to attack. LOL

I love to hear what they say... but then those are the ones who stab you in the back and made FB block you lol. There are too many nasty people sometimes... I kill them all with love. I make them naive with grace. Let them destroy themselves
Nature has a good way of eliminating stupid.

Hmm. They are either already dead or going to die anyway.

Yes so let them think they will go to heaven. We live our own heaven on earth

Ha ha. yes.

They are not satisfied. That is why they think they will enjoy more after death. It is a hope. False hope

Correct.

Heaven is here and hell is here.. it is up to you which way you go. I look at all the beauty and tune out the ugly. I have learned to see beauty in the smallest things and enjoy it.

Yes. That is the way the mind is to be conditioned.

So I guess my mind is connected with all the good things. And you know what??? Damn it makes me feel good.

LOL !

So what does you name read??? In Malayalam??

Spiderman ! 8 legged Mammoonj.

Whaaaaat??? Seriously??? ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha

Mammoonj is a male name. Short form of Muhammad Kunju

too funny

He is a character by a famous writer Vaikkam Muhammad Basheer.

Ooh I see interesting.

This character claims that all the unclaimed pregnancies in the locality are his !
LOL

OMG ha ha ha.

I loved that writer and his character. LOL

Ok cool then so Mamoonji. ha ha ha still laughing

haha. Me too. It is such a funny character. I adopted that name

It sure seems like it

I can see you as this character

haha. I am different, though.

Oh really? Different in what way?

I disclaim even legitimate pregnancies by myself.

LOL

So did you get your thousands of friends back??

Friends ? Most of them I do not even know. To be frank

Of course you just click away at that friends confirm button lol. Me on the other hand am selective. My followers grow on a daily. And I just laugh. Why would you want to follow me if I didn't accept your friendship?

LOL

So who turned you in to the FB squad?

I started myself. My thoughts were not normal. So I had to publish them for reactions

OOOOh what did you say?? I would really like to hear this one

Ha ha. I wanted to know the reactions. As expected women absorbed my thoughts easily. The males resisted.

ha ha ha ha. They are soooo narrow minded sometime.

Yes. Just split them open.

OMG geeeez there you go

haha. First time may be painful. Then they get used to it. Even feel pleasure and miss my thoughts later as they get used to it.

LOL ! But why are you so different?

When everyone would have married their beloved, I split with her at my age of 27.

Split with her.. with who? and why??

I had no job. She was rich.. So I thought a rich male would be more appropriate for her.

Oh so sorry... but do you regret it?? or her? or did it all work out... rich ..poor.. in love did it really matter? Would she have been able to adapt for the sake of love?

She has grown up children now.

aaah so do you still communicate?

My sister is still in touch. We were family friends you know

oh I see.. that is nice.

Everyone adapts to life you know.

Yes if they really love they adapt.. rich or poor.

No. Even otherwise too. Even if they do not love, they adjust

yes I know that one well

Not intended to hurt you.

But frankly I have never really adapted.. I just cope

Most do that. That is how we learn indifference. Otherwise none would ever want to leave here. All yearn to live here for ever.

Yes but I guess I am not adaptable ha ha ha in some ways.. I just disconnect and see life my way.. just with the beauty around me is enough to help me get through the rest.

That is how one should be

That is me. As I wrote on my cover photo.. those are my thoughts.. and what I feel

hmm

I disconnect from the turmoil and just let myself flow into the depths of some kind of strange pull.. and then I am free and away.

Yes. that is freedom from the world.

Am I wrong to free myself in that way?? I feel extremely happy when I am in that trance. I feel like there is a love out there that hugs and caresses me and fills me with contentment.

That is your natural state dear. Have you read Osho books ? www.osho.com

I have read some of his his words and theories yes
Read a book completely.. 'From Unconsciousness to Consciousness'
Or 'From Sex to Super Consciousness'. All your doubts would be cleared.

Ok I will

Faith in Jesus, Mohammed etc are nonsense

Yes on the nonsense.

Osho said "you become another Jesus, Mohammed or Buddha. No harm. But never be a Christian, Muslim or Buddhist" Osho essentially says just be yourself. That itself is divine.

Wow yes.. That is how I feel

No need to believe in someone or even pray

Great! Now I understand it all. Perfect

That is what I said. Just read a book. You will be stunned. Pope banned his books
Because if someone reads Osho he would never go to the church or pray to God. But just become confident of himself for ever. That is what the religions and priests are afraid of too. Free, fearless, responsible people who will not accept any religion.
But start enjoying himself for no reason. Priests and religions will lose believers without whom the Priests cannot live with out sweating , doing some meaning ful job like driving taxis. LOL ! Can you believe this ? Religions and Priests are lying trying to manipulate the people by making them fearful playing with their desires..

I will read then.. Seems I connect with me, with the real reality of the world and it's beauty and I connect with the souls of people... I can know when to step back from people because the vibes are not what I seek or feel comfortable with.

Priests, instead of leaving the people alone and reassuring them that they are fine as they are without any faith, try to inculcate faith and fear in the minds of believers. Just remain responsible and confident. That is all what is needed to be happy..

I have learned to be me.. and feel my inner self but yes I stay in control of being responsible.

Read Osho . You will be surprised to learn more about yourself.

I never reject anyone.. I just kind of leave them be to their own sad world and move on to enjoy mine. I will read his books thanks. Must read.

You can skip Jesus, Mohammed or Buddha. Not Osho.

Ha ha ha ha

Osho can make you another Jesus, Muhammed or Buddha. Religions were scared of him when he was alive.

Osho is a real person with theories that make sense. He is about just being who your are and finding yourself. great lol. He is kind of another Albert Einstein

And see who are against Osho. All stupid arrogant egoist priests and fanatics.

Yes I have noticed that.

Yes.

So what are you doing with your Sunday?

Chatting with you Haha

Ha ha ha ha ok

Rainy there still? or not in Mumbai

Here no rain at all.Mumbai. Summer is on.

I hear it is very hot there now. Here still in the 50 and 60 some days up to 75 then back down to 50.

cool

the weather here is a roller coaster ride.

5 minutes pls

sure carry on

ok. Mmaking our chat as a post. Editing out personal things

Yes I have seen you do that many times.

haha.

ha ha ha

Its ok. I even read it and I say wow we connect so well

hmm

Good night

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